How to rebuild a destroyed friendship?

i did not know for how long we will ended up like this
i did not know how to approach 'that friend' anymore
i did not am i to be blame or someone else
i did not know am i ashamed for asking a forgiveness again
i cannot utter even one word to that friend anymore even
i cannot stand in front of that friend
am i coward?
what can i do to confront that friend?
do we need some more times?
because, i did not know how to start all over again but i believe when i no longer be with that friend,
that kind of friend will pray for me.
i make a question, and
i did not own an answer

Lots of love, ms.blank 24 Jan 2015 Sat, 11:24 AM

Terakhir.

Jadikan langkah kaki terakhir aku, langkah menuju jalan-Mu,
Jadikan bacaan terakhir aku, bacaan dari kitab al-Quran
Jadikan sujud terakhir aku, sujud memohon keampunan dari-Mu
Jadikan ingatan terakhir aku, ingatan rindu pada-Mu dan rasul-Mu
Jadikan kalimah terakhir aku, kalimah suci Lailahaillallah

September 21, 2014. Isnin. 10.06PM

The Rain is so pure

"The Rain is so Pure"

The rain is so pure and falls so very free,
giving the earth what it needs.
Why can't we live like the rain?
So pure, so free - giving to people what they really need."


Mike Fletcher's song

Truly Sincere

Read. With the name of Allah,

Thanks Allah for guide us in a correct pathway,
Put us away in misleading way;
Thanks Allah for give us a chance to become a new person,
To become a better moslem;
Insya Allah.

Thanks Allah. I've found a truly friend,
Such are wonderful friends,
We shared our joys and sorrows,
Burst out laughter,
Crying out louder,

O Allah, Planting the seeds of Love in our hearts,
Let 'em grow,
Let 'em bloom,
Until we meet You.

“Dan Dialah yang menyatukan di antara hati mereka (yang beriman). Kalaulah engkau belanjakan segala (harta benda) yang ada di bumi, nescaya engkau tidak dapat juga menyatu padukan di antara hati-hati mereka, akan tetapi Allah telah menyatupadukan di antara (hati) mereka. Seungguhnya Ia Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Bijaksana” (Al Anfaal ayat 63)

And they are,
give me a headscarf,
“Hendaklah kamu saling memberi hadiah kerananya kamu saling berkasih-sayang dan akan jauhlah permusuhan”. (HR Bukhari dan Muslim)

Dear friends,
Thanks for the memory;
Will be keep in heart tightly.
“Sekuat-kuat ikatan iman ialah cinta dan berkasih-sayang kerana Allah dan marah juga kerana Allah”. (HR Imam Ahmad)

My pray will always be with you, always
Ana uhubukki fillah abada Abadan.

“Doa seorang saudara kepada saudaranya yang lain (sedangkan saudaranya itu tidak mengetahui doa tersebut) adalah doa yang pasti diperkenankan, di sisinya terdapat malaikat yang ditugaskan di mana setiap kali ia mendoakan kebaikan atau keselamatan untuk saudaranya, malaikat yang ditugaskan itu berkata: Amin dan bagimu seperti itu juga”. (HR Muslim)